/S

I didn´t apply for competing to get friends.
I didn´t apply for competing for life.
i didn´t apply for competing for love.

I don´t see life as comepetion. perhaps you do, I don´t. I can´t see myself compete to get friends or for life or for love.
And everyday I just wanted to have some peace and quit. I just wanted to get time to concentrate.

And I got hard bloody shit for getting angry and sad. Metaphors over and over. Why would I like that?

I never told you anything, I didn´t start this. I just wanted to be respcted as ýou as a human being.

I`m scared to death everyday, I been that the whole year. Why shouldn´t I get an e-mail or a hey? Why should put up with meataphors? Have you asked your self that? How would you feel if you where me?
I´m trying to be your friend.

Peace
Best regards.

So I did´t again, I got angry and SAD for not getting any respecet. And I said it. I laid me down on the highway and let them run me over. Finally I learned.
I know, I´m the naive one that belived in people. I did a mistake, I did it wrong. I said it wrong. I don´t belive in people anymore, I don´t belive in you, I don´t belive in me.

Because no one gonna help me out, and I can´t either. I don´t ask for your tears, but I can´t say that I laught with you. Your mindgame - my life. I can´t do like you, turn the back from my life when ever I want to.

At the end of the day, I have to pay and I´m the one that will go down.

Peace
best regards

Take care
Hug
/Madeleine